In 5.2 seconds my whole life will end,

& all of my ememies, and fake ass friends,

will all have something to talk about,

my sick & twisted revenge.

See, i had no intentions of pulling that trigger,

but i was pushed to my limit as my teardrops got bigger,

i was face to face with my own worse ememy,

the only person in the world who had the greatest effect on me.

i pulled out my piece, heavy in my hand,

the coldness of the steel was surreal but i had no time to understand,

I HAD TO GO.

i was weak & in pain

& because of that i was ashamed.

i took one last look in the mirror & before i knew it,

i pulled the trigger brain pierced by the bullet.

i was a woman with a lot of emotions,

hidden with a lot more pride,

but never in my life had i been more happy to be alive,

i came to a realization that before i could never see,

i had been looking around for enemies

when all along my worse enemy was me.

shattered glass on the floor…

all filled with a reflection of me,

the assasinated me,

the OLD me,

i picked up the pieces & threw them away,

& in the trash is where the old me will stay.

-Kendra